yeah….services paper…y i so happy?siao de???nononono…coz today cc turning into 19^^……wat so happy???older wor….hahahaha….erm…thx for those lovely msg and present…touch…received u guys de msg till cry!!!jk la…huiyo…erm..and thx for u all still remember me~~ccc…thx
muack muack muack muack x100000…hahaha…erm….final…every1 pass with flying colour la^^aza aza…bless by angel & cc^^
long time din update my blog de…keke…but i often update my spaces…there more advance…many things happended these few months…tired le!!!passed up measurement assignment1….got back..and d result not so gd…and grandpa has left us!!!last fri…luckily tat day d lec canceled de… if not i cry in d lrt when i back!!!faced many problems and trying learning to solve problems!!!is time to practise how to be an adult!!! pale pale de look..need to sleep much to recover last time red red de cc…kekeke….aza aza!!!cc boleh~~exam soon lo…gambateh!!!^^..dada i miss u^^
Arr….many works to do in this brand new sem!!! 1st , legal presentation…scary lecturer , don like to smiles and tell some jokes…made me VERY respect him…havent prepared yet…waiting for angel to rescue me~~hahaha…then measurement and buil services assignments….just grouping,many new faces in my group,and by now havent start anything yet…the strength of us is developting now..where’s my strength???hahaha…i can do it~~~must trust myself and b more confident as what he said…i can i can i can~~~~~~and u too…my frens ,lets put our hands together and work hard on it…together v’e one^^
That day,i saw an angel was flying toward me!I was wondering whether i’m dreaming or not..with a fast and heavily speed,i slapped my face! ”Ouch…”it’s really pain!!!On that moment,i know i wasn’t in dream…that little angel flew toward me and stopped infront of my bed…he smiles to me:) i couldn’t see him clearly coz i din wear spec~~~wakaka…i’m 4 eyes froggy~~he walked near me and whisper to me!!He said ” everyone got their own personality and luck…some of them are given with a charming , adorable faces and body shapes..but some of them aren’t lucky as them…v cant measure everyone with their outlook!!!we must see it through their heart , deep inside…so never judge a book with its cover…u’ll lose alot of frens and oppoturnities…look more further and u’ll learn and gain lots that u never notice b4!!!That angel told me that i’m not stupid but innocent,the view of mine are differ than others..mine is just simple but those with motif,their views are more complicated and more worries…and i’m not ugly,is just they can’t see my beauty via their bare eyes…coz i’m not a well-packed book…with nice package,everyone can be superstar that admire of most mui mui and lala zai nowadays…finally that angel told me that i’m good!!!got a gd heart…help ppl with no asking fedback…help ppl is the most best things in this world!!!Many victims are waiting for our helps!!!If we can help on,why not we just sacrifice some energy to help them who needed help?To protect our country and our innocent frens , family and neighbours!!!
Slowlly,i got into sleep…that angel kissed on my forehead and said..cc u already do ur best for urself and everyone,don bother of those comments and critic..they’ll know u some days…mayb not but they’ll slowlly understand u and accept u!!!U’ll never be alone~~That night,i can see dreams and hopes…everyone is equall…u’ll never got somethings if u din put effort on it!!!So,i wanna try on somethings that i never try b4..at least when i fall,i can stand it up and continue my journey!!!Although there’re joy and soul in my long journey but i won’t feel alone coz i still hv u and u , accompany me to the end!!!Thanks alot angel!!!I’ll appreciate what i’ve now and for future!!!:)
Many things were interrupting in my life these few days…there’s tears,love and care.What i want to say is thanks to who is blessing and helping~because of those careness,i can pass through those clay days!And now i’ve learnt and gained alot..for me,family is the most important in my life!Nothing can replace them in my life..i’ve put them on d 1st place in my list!I’m glad i’m ccc!!!hehe,suddenly proud of my name!!!Although abit tired and many shows din catch up…haha…but i still like to staying with u all…problems will make people stay together….thx pu sa:)
What are the things that can make u fell warm?For me, frens and family…not all of us really do appreciate every1 beside us!Some of them even ignore them who cares them most.SHIT~~~must respect,hehe…erm,i use to live in a big family but now seems like going to divide to many small family.And old folks getting older and older…me getting useless and useless!!!Everyone is sombody’s angel…i try to appreciate every1,but i’m just me,a human with 2 hands,1 brain and a beating heart~~~What can i do?I’m shit !!! I trying to ignore and don bother!!!For sure that i sure will regret at last.I just don noe what to do~I affraid back to home…i choose to hide rather to face the problems~~~i wish i’m as brave as u!!!it’s true!:(
犹记得我从form3开始对日记这门消遣有意。便开始了一笔记这世界了！除了用打的，我还用写的！想找回我以前的记忆就翻开那旧珍贵的册子。Form3叛逆的我！时时在日记里头投诉！配角陆陆续续的出现！有奸的中的好的！如你曾与我有不错的交谈，恭喜你！稿中有名！今早翻看回！去cherating beach玩，那一早接到的电话，每一封你写的信渐渐的从我脑海消失了！也曾因为一时之气我把它们都扔了！我真得很燥吧！那时的我！现在有一点后悔！渐渐的上f4~那个笨蛋的我为了和你们走不一样的路，我选了pure science。。以为自己很厉害啦！有一点小聪敏啦！哈哈~~~应此，距离会把一切都遗忘！因此我们的距离也慢慢的越来越遥远！“有人说时间可以让人忘记一些事情，甚至是一些我们不想忘记的事”现在已忘得7788咯！你真很挺我！我蛮感动的！但我不会珍惜~就讲我是蠢的嘛！现在的我傻傻的！到处去珍惜人！有够八！希望你不会给我的热情给吓跑啦！写日记是好习惯~为自己写下自己的历史吧！虽然不一定能出书但起码可以为自己的点点滴滴纪录下来，当遇到什么烦恼或挫折，可以翻开来看看，以前的我多可爱啊！现在的我更可爱了！哈哈。。。要抱着希望才有未来！童话不就这样吗！明明死了，亲一下就醒了~假到不行~~~swt~~~那是梦里花，也是逆光！
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语，不只是爱朋友，家人，学业和挫折。。。跌倒了要在爬起来对我来说好难哦！可能没机会面对吧，现在有一点迷失了！不理会他人就会过的很好吗？自己的世界真的那么美好吗？有人说“就算一个人，也要勇敢走下去”一个人的世界会很寂寞吧！我好害怕寂寞，所以我总把我内心的话给说出来，冲不隐藏！或许因为这点大家都觉得我好开朗！开朗病！一天不讲话会口臭！哈哈。。。我曾拥有许多，因为拥有才不怕失去！也没想过会失去！现在的我已失去许多许多！不懂得珍惜吧！失去过曾经的拥有！我好累！好像大哭一场，然后睡上几天！休息几天在往前走吧！时间回一直一直往前跑！分秒必争！就让我偷懒几天吧！过后我会更有活力的走下去！勇气暂时远离我吧！I don’t need u!!!Leave me alone
朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，一句话一辈子，一深情一杯酒。
家喻户晓的歌！朋友很重要！要珍惜身边的朋友，不要等到他不再才后悔。:(
after valentine~
sweet!!!
although my legs , heels , toes were really pain!!!
high heel not suit me??=.="
i love freedom~
happy !!!
muackzz
